Love you sooo!

what I'm needing now ^^

Baru beberapa hari yang lalu merasa sehat, kenapa dari kemarin pagi saya jadi batuk lagi, ya?

Apa karena kemarin malah capek-capek? No, no, saya ngga menyesalinya sama sekali, kemarin itu nyenengin banget (I love dancing and moving around, haha! *winks to Nina* ). Dan Ice Age juga lucu, meskipun bikin saya nangis, huh!

Masalahnya, kenapa batuk ini jadi bikin saya susah bernafas? Rasanya apa ya.. sesak gitu. Buat narik nafas panjang itu berat sekali rasanya.

Sepertinya berdiam diri di kamar, menikmati hari Senin yang (sepertinya) mendung ini ditemani buku-buku bacaan menyenangkan juga Saya ngga pingin keluar rumah. Tapi… yah, berarti ngga bisa nanya-nanya tentang IS hari ini. Semoga ngga pa-pa >_< ! (Lulus sama Mas Meiseno juga belum nanya-nanya lagi soal plan ini).

Haaahh.. Manja sekali saya! Tapi ya gimana, I think I need to take some rest first..

Semoga saya cepat sembuh ^^

[seems like Holy's not in a good health too.. Moga cepet sembuh ya Ly ]

[that's the place where I should be spending my time ]

It’s now seven past nine p.m..

I spent the day doing unimportant things. Can we ask for a day off (again)? It’s a bit worrying to see your friends busy with assignments while you have lots of time to hang out. Haha, not that I am so, so, free from assignments. Man, I actually got so much to do. I still have to:

1. Revise my first English journal. The last lesson, focusing on academic writing made me realize that I’ve always been writing in a very, very unstructured way. I need to practise writing in a better way from now on.
2. Compile data about Information System in my office for MIS. The deadline is two weeks from now. I hope my team will be able to finish that in the right time (Haha, I sound so serious now). And that Lulus will stop talking about invisibility with me, haha.
3. Make a resume from Professor Suwardjono’s Teori Akuntansi.. Oh I love the book and his thoughts, but when it comes to the resume.. God help me!
4. Read book and articles about Strategic Management. Only have to READ them, what is difficult about it??
5. Make another resume: MIS Chapter Four.
6. Rewrite my notes on Internal Auditing. I could make a good note in the first lesson but the second.. I don’t know what spell was casted on me, but it was hard even just to keep my eyes open that day. I think it was because I was still tired from my journey back home
7. Clean up my room. My hobby/habit to change the layout is my gift and also my curse, haha..

And yet I still got time to write this, haha.

I’m still suck when it comes to priorities. Haah.. Though I pray and pray and pray for God to help me, I realise that if I don’t change myself, then things will remain the same like this. We have to lift ourself up off the floor first! That’s the key!

Okay… Enough with the serious college things.

These two days I like listening to Lily Allen’s and Taylor Swift’s songs (influenced by CG!, aren’t I? haha). They’re nice. Nice in a way not too ‘beautiful but make you a bit sad’ like Tackey-Tsubasa’s song ( I [h e a r t] Tsubasa Imai! ^^). Don’t need to think, just let the songs fill the air when you’re doing things like writing this.

And one thing I wonder.. How people could be using ONE blog for years without ever feel what I feel: losing the mood, not settle, and bored, with just one blog? Since Araian, I haven’t found a blog where I can feel so open up and all out. Why? I’m not hoping too much with this one. I like the name aozora, though…

Ah, let’s just see where this will lead us to

Five things about this one:

1. I need to have one serious blog

2. I want to learn writing something good: coherent, deep, well-structured

3. I need a place to express myself.. Is it a kind of self-actualization?

4. I want to share my thoughts with the world

5. I like the word aozora. And wishing that I could have a heart as wide as the sky..

- I just want the world to see the real me. -